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About Me Member Anime Artist Ash18/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
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The Pain

Sun Jul 26, 2009, 12:30 AM
Tired and exhausted,
Feeling useless and pointless,
Always in Pain.
I question my existence
"Why am i here?"
"What is the point of me being here?"
"Have i ever done anyone any good?"
I never expect to get an answer to any of my questions
that would be stupid
I wonder does anyone else feel this way
Not just sometimes, but all the time
Not just when something goes wrong,
but when you look in the mirror
and start to think about yourself
do you ever have thiese same thoughts?
if you do... I'm sorry for your pain...
And mine

  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: a movie
  • Reading: a new book
  • Watching: my hopes go down the drain
  • Playing: the computer
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing

deviantID

Hi, my name is Ashley of course, my close friends call me Ash. You know when your close because you don't have to ask if it is okay to call me that and it just comes naturally to you. I have very friends I will tell things important to me and even fewer that i would tell eveything. I have many siblings, i am moving out soon...can not wait...and will have two roommates. If there is anything else you want to know about me just ask me, depending on what it is i might tell you...

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: my mind
  • Interests: drawing reading anime etc.
  • Favourite movie: Repo! The Genetic Opera
  • Favourite band or musician: Killswitch Engage, Creed, Shinedown
  • Favourite genre of music: all but opera and stuff like that
  • Favourite artist: Rachal
  • Favourite poet or writer: Stephenie Meyer, Gena Showalter
  • Favourite photographer: Logan
  • Favourite style of art: Realism
  • MP3 player of choice: Coby MP3
  • Wallpaper of choice: Pie
  • Favourite game: Kingdom Hearts 1, 2, and chain of memories
  • Favourite gaming platform: Wii
  • Favourite cartoon character: Kyou Sohma, and Sabaku No Gaara, L (Ryuzaki)
  • Personal Quote: Don't let my smile fool you... It's not real.
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencil

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Comments


:iconelementalheroneos:
Hey Ashley! We had the bridge competition yesterday! Wish you coulda been there! So how ya been?
:iconvampiremage:
thanks for the fav ^^

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:icond-vega:
thanks for the fav! :bow:

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:iconelementalheroneos:
Happy New Years! -Michael
:iconnumber1-anime-freak:
hey sorry i didn't email back but they block DA at school so yeah sorry I will mail ya again as soon as i get a chance. oh and by the way i was in cape about 3 weeks after the bridge building thingy. lol

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I love monkeys....... and chocolate and candeh and soda and drawing and pengiuns and and and ...um...my friends and...annnnnnnddddd..... thats it. :D
:icontoxic-season:
thank 4 the :+fav:!^^

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I'm not your God, I'm not twinkle princess, I'm not your angel...
:iconroxin:
Koncha Ms. random person! I hope you have a warm and fuzzy holiday season...like a llama! XD
:iconbleed-blaque:
thankyou for the fave my dear

much appreciated

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.the big question is not How to explain the existance of evil in this world, its How can we possibly explain the existance of good...
:iconmegoomba:
Thanks so much for the +fav!!

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- Megzie -

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:iconsilverfire5467:
thanks for the fav!

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I cried out with no reply
And I can't feel You by my side
So I'll hold tight to what I know
You're here and
I'm never alone

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